Making time can be difficult. It's something I definatly need to work on. Once I start doing that, I could really get some stuff done. I have really been thinking about the retreats in Ann Arbor. There is one in early November...
Does God want me to go?
Why do I have this urge to go?
Well I know why, but why does it have to be so far away? Because of the distance of the retreat, if I really wanted to go I would have to tell my parents about discerning. My dad found out about a friend of mine who is discerning, I couldn't comprehend the reaction to his facial expression-- This scares me more. It makes me nervous, because I don't want to disappoint. Funny thing to be scared of but completely true.
Nerves about this issue is a form of doubt. Doubt is my kryptonite. Lucky I make this realization now before anything happens to my relationship with God. Something so subtle can be so powerful.
Kryptonite.... I'm such a nerd.
Godspeed <3
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