Sunday, February 12, 2012

Day 58. My LOUD life update.

There are things that happen for a reason....
SO many people say this, but do we really know what it means?
I sure don't....

Well lets see...
I was unable to go to the discernment retreat in Ann Arbor, MI this weekend due to weather conditions and my alarm not going off at the correct time. All Saturday I spent my time being mad at God.. We played the question game...

Why didn't my alarm go off this morning?!
Is this a sign God??
What does this mean?
Was this supposed to happen?
WHERE ARE YOU LEADING ME GOD?!
WHY THE HECK AM I NOT ABLE TO GO ON THIS RETREAT GOD?!

After the stage of questioning, I became frustrated with myself seeing that my alarm was only set for MONDAY - FRIDAY, NO WEEKEND ALARM
silly me....

So, being the stubborn human being that I am, I stayed angry, at both myself and at God. Because I am stubborn.

Now that I'm done with that rant....
I recently heard a song from the wonderful MercyMe called Beautiful.
Which gave me the inspiration for a youth group topic.
I've decided I want to share my testimony to these teens.
These teens that only know one side of me.
So, Testimony underway...

This summer....
My main focus in life...

Well. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M DOING!
(This is a very loud post...)
But at the moment I have no idea what I am doing this summer, I feel a very strong pull towards a few places but my main focus is where God wants me. I want so badly to spread Gods word this summer. I want to share my faith with the people around me. But more than anything I want to do what God wants me to do..

Well yes this is my life at the current moment...

Beautiful-- MercyMe.

Godspeed<3

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