Restless

If many of you know me, you know that I would do anything to get out of Illinois.

I would sell my soul if it meant leaving this state.

A little extreme but it shows you how serious I am about leaving.

I have wanted to leave since I first set foot back on these mediocre grounds.

Illinois has been a great place for me to live,  but it's brought me down as well....

There have been opportunities that I wouldn't have ever gotten to experience if I didn't live here.

And I thank God for those chances.

But if I look back at those chances God gave me, they don't over power the darkness the last 4 years have been.


I am called for so much more than this small little poop town. This silly little state.

I am getting restless with the fact that I have no idea what it is.

I am getting restless with the fact that I have no idea what I'm doing.


Praying for peace...

Godspeed <3