"Why have I become Invisible?"

She raises her head to the unknown again.

"Please..." she whispers. "Answer me this time... Please."

It was raining. Though it was her favorite weather. Today was different.

It was coming down in sheets. Covering her face. Her make up smearing down her cheeks.

She liked the rain because she could hide her tears.

She could hide her feelings in the rain.

She was very metaphorical. Thinking the rain could wash away her feelings of alone-ness.

It never did.

"Whoever... Whatever is out there.... Someone said there was a higher being or something."



She paused to breathe. Rain filling her nose.

She looked up again.

" If there is a God... Tell me something. Please..."

"Where are you?... Are you really here?"

"People say you are... and... I don't have anyone else to turn to..."

Thunder rolled through the clouds as the rain came harder.

"I am alone now!" She screamed through the thunder.

"Why have I become invisible?"

Thunder rolled again through the rain.

She laughed at herself. A higher being they told me.. A GOD they told me.

"They told me you could help me!" she screamed to the clouds.

"So, Help me!" 
"Tell me why I am alone!" 

"Tell me why no one wants ME!"

She screamed more. Wanting answers beyond her control. She wanted to feel less alone. Less invisible.

She fell back to her knees questioning everything she knows.  Her make up smeared everywhere.


"I don't want to be alone anymore." she whispered to the clouds.

As she finished her sentence she felt a hand on her shoulder.

A stranger. The person sat down beside her. Saying nothing. But didn't let her be alone...