I need.... I want....

My mind has been moving a million miles a minute- as it always does

And apologetically I have to say I haven't found the right words to write...

So, I am going to be frank and blunt.

Here goes...

I need a haircut-- thinking of donating to Locks of Love as of about 3 hours ago...

I want to take pictures. Lots of them....
I want to take pictures with me and other people.... meaning I need to get over my dislike for people and my introverted-ness.

I want to take pictures of nature. Still life. The world.

I want to get out of the town of Gurnee.
I want to get out of Lake County.


I want to be where ALL the stars are visible...
Not just the main ones.


I want to start listening to music with a heck of a lot of emotion...

I want to listen to people with passion.


I want to go to a semenar.


I want to go to a show.
A concert.

I want to go back to camp...
I miss camp too much.

I want to find a church.
I want to find reverance.
I want to be back to a 9/10 instead of the silly 4.5/10 I am at right now....


I want to find a job.
I want to like school.
I want to be good at school.
I want to be motivated.


I need a job.
I need to find a college suitable for me.
I need to pray more.
I need to talk to people more.


I need and want a lot....

I need sleep...


Godspeed <3