You Are Loved.

I talk about the concept of love a lot.

I have talked about being a hopeless romantic.

Wanting nothing more than the love of another.

I have talked about God's love for you, me, us.

I don't know if I've talked about loving myself, ourselves... I need to do that soon.


But I digress,

The concept of love is something I want so incredibly bad.

I want it more than I want a job.
And right now that's a lot.


I've come to the conclusion though,

that I won't get love.
If I cannot accept love..
Or give myself love.

Let's start with the first statement.
If I cannot accept love.
What does that mean.

For so long I have written about God's love.
And how it is so important and what not.
I know what God's love feels like.

Have I felt it in the past few months?
no.

Do I know it's there?
yes.

Then why is it so hard for me to feel it?

We've all heard quotes about building walls and having barriers for certain people.
I've found, or have been shown that I have a barrier with people who want to love me.
For God wanting to love me.

Which sucks.

How to fix this...

Once I know I will share it with the world.
I promise.

What has been helping is a song.

Suprising?
It shouldn't be.

Josh Groban-You are Loved.

BALLER BALLER song.

for real..

Take a listen-----

 

YOU ARE LOVED- Josh Groban

 

 

It's true.

 

you are loved.

 

 

 

Godspeed <3