WHAT IF?!
What if it’s all in my head?
What if everything I’m doing right now is nothing?
What if there is no bigger picture?!
What if all this worry I hold over my head, is for nothing?
Then I think…
What if I’m not even doing what God wants?
What if I’m doing what the devil wants?
What if I’m doing exactly what I’m supposed to?!
What if God is playing a Goof?
What if I was never supposed to even think about becoming a sister?
What if questions can sometimes consume someone, I know because they still sometimes consume me.
Sometimes I can feel my heart fill with doubt and worry. But I know, it’s all a part of His plan.
I am going to meet with Father Fred next week, he is going to help me with my vocational discernment. I’m quite excited.
Godspeed <3
What if? Nicole Nordeman
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