Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Dear...

Person I hate,
I don't hate you... I just wish you weren't so hurtful. I wish that I didn't feel like I wanted to throw up because of the tension. I don't apologize. Whatever happened was for the best. Right?

Person I like,
Oh man, I hope you like me too. I really hope that whatever happens is for the best. You make me incredibly nervous. In a good way. I'm glad I'm getting to know you. See you soon.

Ex-Boyfriend,
It's been a REALLY long time. I laugh at what our "relationship" was. It was quite silly... we were so young. I remember when I thought your hugs could change my whole mood.  I do miss talking to you though. I hope you're doing well.

Ex- Bestfriend,
It's been a few years since we've talked. I am glad we reconciled. I forgive you for that last day senior year. I don't  think our friendship will ever be the same. Which sucks, but I'm glad you're doing okay, and moving on with your life.

Best friend,
Girl. I love you to bits. I am so inspired by you. All of you. I am so happy with how far you've come, I am so excited for what the future has in store. I love you!!!! I miss you like crazy a lot. I wanna see you soon. Text me/ call me anytime please.

*Anyone*,
Hi, it's been a while since we've talked. My dear anyone... I recently saw your name in the paper. I cannot even explain to tell you how badly I want to be there for you. I hope you're doing okay. You seem like you're doing great, anyone. I miss you.

Santa,
I never got that pony I asked for as a kid. But now that I'm older I am glad. A ponies a big job to handle and I was nowhere near ready to own a pony. Thanks for giving me something to believe in. Life was easier when I believed in you.

Mom,
There is so much I want to say to you. I don't hate you. I don't hate our family.... I hate that our house is toxic. I hate that a lot of it is us. Me... I will always love you, you've given me the world and more. I will be forever grateful for that.

Dad,
I don't hate you. I will never hate you. You're my dad. The first man I ever learned to love. I still love you to death. I hate that we don't have a relationship to work with. I hate it. I wish we could both change. I love you.

Future Me,
Don't worry about me now. Live it up, whatever you're doing. It's probably awesome, because you're awesome. Seriously. Look. Whatever you're doing now is part of God's will. Don't question it. You've got this.

Past Me,
Man, you were a mess. But you were loved... You still are.... You were one crazy person, me... I don't really know what to say to you. I've learned a lot from you. Thanks for the lessons.

Person I'm Jealous of,
It's funny because I don't even think we've talked in a REALLY long time. I wish I was as happy as you. That's what I wish. I look at your life and just question how you did it. A few years ago, you seemed to be where I am now. I want you to tell me how you did it.

Person I had a Crush on,
I laugh at myself now, because you seem like a total jerk. What did I even see in you? Thank you though, for laughing in my face, a real life changing moment that. I raised my standards because of you. Thanks.

Girl friend,
I haven't talked to you in a long time... Facebook says you're doing well. You seem happy. That's good. Hopefully we talk again soon.

Boyfriend (Update),
You've made me the happier than I have been in a really long time. We are crazy. What we have is crazy. Words can't describe how I feel about you. Thank you, for loving me, for being there, for being my guardian.....

URL,
Hey, thanks for making me laugh when no one else can. And making me more knowledgeable about things that don't matter! YEP! YOU ROCK. Even if my mom hates you. <3

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