Day 47. Out of my Hands

Recently I have had this feeling.
Where I just want to know EVERYTHING, right now.
Where I just want everything to be perfect.
And okay.

I have had this feeling of just pure nausea, whenever I think about home
Or Home away from "Home"
I didn't think someone could miss a place so much as I do right now.
But God has a way of working. God has a way of letting me know things are going to be okay.

I was told a few days ago
"You've done all you can. You've reached the worst part of the process. Waiting."
And I have.
The process of waiting.
Trusting that whatever happens is not my will but GODs.
And will forever be GODs will.
I may hate what He wants me to do... At the time.
But I know that once I do what He wants I will be in bliss.
That's how he works.

So, I wait.
It's out of my hands.
It's into His will and out of my hands.
Godspeed <3

Out of My Hands-- Matthew West