Hello friend,

I feel like I haven't talked to you in longer than forever. Because that's totally a thing.... But really it's been a long time. 

I have come to the conclusion that I need you more than you need me. It's obvious now, actually. You, my dear, are probably changing lives right before your eyes. I know for sure your changing mine. Even if we haven't spoken in what feels like months. 

There is a lot that has changed about me since we've last talked. No, I haven't moved out. No, I didn't break up with my boyfriend. No, I didn't get admitted to the hospital. None of that. 

I wish that I could tell you. Because, ya know... I need you. I need your wit, your giggles, your "I'm still alive" speeches. I need your "Michelle take a chill pill" talks. I need your giggles. Your smiles. I needed your words even if they are 300 miles away. 

I know that you probably won't read this. And if you do... Hi... How are you? 

How are you and your man? 

How is camp? 

How was your ride to camp? 

Please tell me all about your life. I want to know how you're doing and feeling. 

You know, you still inspire me everyday. You still are a motivator for me not to go back into my slumps and hide forever. Your story/journey has impacted my life. More than you know. 

I hope we can talk soon. 

With love, 

Me