Day 20. Here's To You.

This peice of writing is purely fiction.

 

 

Here’s to you:

And your manipulative thoughts

Here’s to your words:

Willing to break every thread of dignity

Here’s to your actions:

Your knack of deceiving me, making me love what isn’t real…

 

 

But most of all here’s  to me

Here’s to coming to the realization it was all fake.

Here’s to forgiving you over and over and over again.

Here’s to wishing I could be more perfect for you.

Here’s to loving you when you didn’t love me.

Here’s to me giving up.

Here’s to me moving out

Here’s to me finding a new place.

Here’s to me finding a new job.

Here’s to me deleting you from all of my social Medias.

Here’s to me getting a restraining order.

Here’s to me getting asked out on a date after 4 years.

Here’s to me really laughing again.

Here’s to me smiling.

Here’s to me talking to my parents again.

Here’s to me feeling worth something again.

Here’s to gaining dignity.

Here’s to being loved without being asked.

Here’s to not worrying.

Here’s to me not buying concealer.

Here’s to me getting better.

Here’s to me healing, from every single wound you inflicted,

Inside and out.

Here’s to me loving myself.

Here’s to me being happy.

Here’s to me being free.