Day 5. Nowhere blog.

I've come up with a lot of goals in the last few days.

None of them important to me.

Recently looking back at previous blog posts my internal emotions began to stir.

Why was my faith so much stronger then, and now, it seems near non-existant...

Why am I so far away from the only one who knows me best?


I cannot seem to understand what made me move away from God.

But, it happened.
And I want to fix it.

Now.


I don't quite know how to begin it.
I can do the whole Adoration, be with God in silence thing.

I need to start smaller.

I want to rebuild that relationship that I had with the only one I really truly need.

I don't know...
 Maybe it's because I am scared.

Truly trusting... of course.. a skill I have always had a struggle with. Nothing new there.

Maybe I am just worried....

what for?

Heck if I knew...


Well, I feel like this blog is running in circles..

I just need to figure out where/how I can find my faith again.

Godspeed <3

HOME- Paradise Fears

Super cool song, recently fell in like with it.

Give it a listen.