Day 24. I HAVE NO IDEA

So today I was asked by my mother why I declined from what was agonizing me yesterday...


I first said the usual teenage rebellion thing- Because you didn't want me to do it, mother.

I the rebuttaled that with- Because God didn't want me to.-- Then quickly changed that to-- It wasnt in God's plan for me.

Mother took a few seconds then questioned- SO, Michelle, what does God have in store for you...????


To which I almost exploded.

I have said this before and I say it again.


I HAVE NO IDEA! I HAVE NO STINKING IDEA WHAT GOD WANTS ME TO DO.


And I don't quite know if He wants me to know.

He probably wants me to Trust. (of course) And Pray...(OF COURSE)


but what God has in store for my future. I have no stinkin' clue.


Seriously. I want to do so much.  I also want to do what God wants.


Because I know I will be happiest when I'm doing what God wants.


All I know that whatever I will be doing will be helping others. It will be a selfless job. That is what I pray.



Godspeed <3

Hold Us Together- - Matt Maher