Day 21.. Trust in Him..

I've been told I have trust issues.

I've told myself I have trust issues.


I've been told I have a metophorical wall surrounding me.

I've told myself I have a metophorical wall surrounding me.


I've been told I don't let people in because of these issues.

Yes, I know that.


I was told I don't let God in because of those issues...

I've been lying to myself in that aspect.



I didn't want to believe the only thing, person, being I have turn to for so long... I had been also shutting out...

Does that make sense... bare with me, for a sec.


God, the being I have for so long called the only thing that didn't leave--- the only thing I could trust....

And I have trust issues with Him...? This could be.

This probably is.


Do I want there to be?

Gosh, no. Like I said in an earlier post, I want to grow in a deeper better relationship with God. I want to be a better person in faith, a better catholic.


How do I start this


Bringing down those dang metophorical walls I've had up for so long. getting over those trust issues.

Will this take time?

Of course.

Will I get side tracked?

Probably... I'm not one to stay on task....

I do want to fix my relationship with the one I love.

With the one that loves me.




I sound like a goon..

But I love God. I want to trust in Him completely....


That's it...