Games.

Something I think is crazy is when my mind plays games with me.

I love games. All kinds of games.

Card games,
Board games,
Outdoor games,
Computer games,
So on and so forth.

I do not like mind games.

Especially mind games I play on myself.

Mind games telling me that I am not worth it.

That I am not lovable.

That I will be left.

That stuff, nope, I don't like it.

When I get those thoughts coming into my brain.

It's hard not believing them.

Not because they are believable, but because they aren't from someone elses mouth.

And, I don't know, the fact that it comes from me makes it more real. 

I know that the negative thoughts that my brain is telling me are ones that are false and for nose beyond false. 

It is just how my brain works. 

I hope there are other people out there in the world that are dealing with this too. Because I don't want you to feel crazy. Or alone in this. You are not alone in this. 

Thanks..